Monday, August 17, 2009

thinking of him...a story of abang and my memory

sejak 2 menjak ni...i'm always keep thinking of someone who i called 'abang'. he just 23 years old.. we're meet at high school...he just an upper six student.dier ader mix blood..cina melayu.. dier memang baik..kadang2 kitorang x da masa nak jumpa...maklumlah..sama2 bz..but semakin kitorang makin membesar, aku rasa ada jurang antara kami..yelah,aku still belajar, dier plak dah kerja dekat selangor...kitorang pun tak sempat nak jumpa ..kadang2 aku rasa sunyi tanpa abang.. maybe dia ajar aku tentang sesuatu yang paling berharga dalam hidup aku..iaitu perhubungan... ya...sepanjang perhubungan kami,banyak perkara yang kami lalui...bergaduh..jangan cakap, sampai 2 bulan kitorang x bercakap. kadang2 kitorang share masalah dan idea...lagi satu, kitorang sama2 pengawas..hehehe...memang selalu jumpe dalam mesyuarat..aku pun tak tahu nak wat cammane kul jumpe dier...sampaikan satu sekolah tahu pasal hubungan kitaorang..at the momment, bler result keluar, aku jadi down...mungkin bagi sesetengah orang result aku kirenyer gempak, but my teacher kesal yang teramat.. aku jadi sedih sangat.. why they should blame on me about him...he's not main reason why i down... argh...after that, kitaorang dah tak kontak each other...memang, biler dikenangkan kembali, aku cukup menyesal sebab pasal itu... aku nak sangat ulang semula ...sebab i can't afford to loose him in my life.. right now, i'm always thinking of him whenever i going...cause i missed him so much...


Katy Perry -Thinking Of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you

What you would do if
You were the one

Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy

With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you

What you would do if
You were the one

Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you

What you would do if
You were the one

Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

(when i listen this song, i remember my 'abang')

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